Can I be honest? I'm not happy go lucky these days. Oh, can you tell? Do you want to know why? I'm having a career crisis! I'm 39.11 (lol) and I don't know what the heck I want to do when I grow up! I have way too much education (and student loans) to be like this. You would think that after that MBA I would have figured it out. NOPE! Once I got it (1999) and became a high-paid corporate consultant I was like what the hell!? Is this what I signed up for? Hated it. (huge sighhhh) I moved on after a few years and have been moving on ever since trying to find my niche.
What do I really want to do? Don't know. Some days I think I do. Some days I don't know. I'm a crazy ass Gemini who loves the 60s. I've been like this for a good decade (Yes, I know. Pretty sad. I had you fooled didn't I?) so it isn't anything new, but since I'm turning 40 I just can't go on doing something I hate. I'm miserable. What do I do? Not to mention the economy sucks...I'm not even going to get started on that one or else you might see me jump right from this page. lol
Much like the cartoon I used to think I could have it all and be anything I wanted, but now I've realized that sure I can have it all just not at the same time. Sure, I can be anything I want...just as long as I choose right the first time or can afford to pay for past lessons learned.
Ok, no bitching tomorrow...only after you solve my career crisis. What the hell do I do when I grow up?????